There are 2 possibilities:
1) You are a troll.
2) You are genuine, and therefore a creepy stalker, and either (a) too young to fit in socially with this group (who are mostly adults, Scarce is one the younger members of this community, and as such we are kinda protective of her, OR (b) old enough to know better, in which case the creepy factor just went through the roof.
Either way, you are never, ever, going to fit in here, and will at best be ignored. I actually think it'd be better for everyone if Joy IP banned you. Move on, go away. If you are genuine, take this as a life experience, learn from it, and move on. If you are a troll, go spend some time on 4chan, dig through the adequacy.org archives, and learn to troll better. Because this is just lame.
If trolling is a disease, you are the mild rash, the runny nose, the bit-of-a-cough. For fucks sake, your not even a headache.
That is all.